15:26pm

 So   I have a busy week ahead,

Tomorrow I am going to get a salad from "chopped",Thursday Is Rachel Ivines birthday,Friday is my injection and Saturday Im meeting up with my boy friend in Mcdonals.Feeling in a good mood Im off to thr Doctor soon in about 5mins to get an ECT. Currently I am 16stone and need to loose about 50lbs to get me under 100lbs. Iv decided to give up Sweets & Crisps and have a 0calorie Coke-a-cola instead. The caffeine will help stop hunger and burn fat. #

MY DIET

High fibre foods

A Low calorie, Liquid diet

My goal weight is - 90lbs

Current weight= 220lbs

Need to loose 50lbs by Halloween

  

4MONTHS TILL CHIRSTMAS

Okay so Its nearly Halloween and I am going to dress up as Miss Muppet.4 Months till christmas and I am going to check my credit balance tomorrow to see if I have enough to buy GW Factions for 20EUROs.Also going for a swim tomorrow night and have a nice time in the sauna.I want to get a nail varnish off EBAY for my birthday in November.Fairgreen should be open soon so i can Learn a few courses that are available.Need to finish off my book I recently bought in EASONS."If you were here" I so need to get my hair done soon - maybe sometime next week get it all chopped up and buy a dye for 10Euros.I had a manic episode the other day and I couldnt stop the voices so I stayed in my room till I could manage it and went off to bed early.The staff have stopped ringing the doctor and I feel if I go back vomiting again -I'll never stop.This time Im more into being healthy and happy than almost spetic and dying in my bedroom with the sickness.Meeting up with mom and going for a faical and lunch afterwards.