Spiders On Drugs

Injection & Mcdonals

Okay so Tonight Im getting a take-a-way instead of a proper dinner wooo!Feeling in a good moon ,yes I didn't go to Mcdonals today after my injection but staff told me I could go tomorrow instead so ya its nice feeling that I can eat and not feel guilty like I did before.About 2years ago my eating disorder was really bad and I felt like a fat pig eating and puking (vomiting) It took me about 2-3months to stop purging,Bulimia was like an addiction that Made me dehydrated .The staff knew that I was suffering and they either put tin foil over food,tell me to choose healthier meals,bring me out for lunch and other meathods they used was buying bottled water that has medication in it for dehydration(When you vomit you loose certain vitamins and water)and encourage me to talk about it.I still worry about my weight but not as much.This morning while I was in the shower There is a shampoo "sanex" and smells really nice must buy some more next week. Its 15:37 and Im sooo hungry for some takeaway https://youtu.be/sHzdsFiBbFc

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Okay so I went to McDonalds to day and had Large Fries/Cheese burger no tomatoe sauce/Large Coke-a-cola. Got some Fake Tan in Boots coz they didn't have it in pennys(the one I like is coco brown

Need to read more of my book "The Diamond of Dury Lane" its a library book and Im half way to completing it.Its a children horror because I was reading about James Patterson's book(for adults) and got afraid so I stopped reading his books and went to see something in my age. ST.Patricks day is the next holiday to celebrate and Ill have to go all out and buy something green I don't really like my nail art at the moment its ugly I can't lie but it is not my type of beauty That I like.

Feeling Wide awake after my shower this morning,I love the smell of my shampoo that Id bought yesterday I think.Ya I think it was yesterday when I bought it.Need to put some tan on tonight and read some of my book maybe tomorrow when I feel up to it. I hate it when im upset and can't "reach" the book and just sit down and read a few chapters its best if I just had my lunch and spend the next 3-4hours reading and than play my Nintendo Switch Lite.Okay I have to remember a few things: > When I get my nails done,Choose a light base colour >Put tan on every Saturday >Instead of eating out in Mulingar and get pai thai noodles-go to Mcdonals >Buy goodies in ALDI for the weekend >GO to the Cinema once a week >GO to bed early and have cookies & Tea for supper >Ham & cheese sandwich for lunch > Buy shoes and a Get T-shirt for swimming printed on 10EUROS > Look for games for Nintendo switch on Ebay >Find the number to my brothers mobile >Stay in on Saturday/Sunday expect for cigarettes

SATURDAY NO MONEY

Okay so I have enough money to last me till Wednesday and I really have to think of nxt week what Im going to do till than. I have to buy some fake tan and some taco Doritos's with sour dip. Maybe go to McDonalds? Ill be going to fairgreen next week and thats free,the library is free aswell so I might have enough on Wednesday Having burger N chips tonight for dinner.yum.Feeling really sick,last night my throat hurt really bad and I just drank Miwadi and went back to sleep.Back to the future is on at the moment.Im really thirsty right now might get some more Miwadi in a minute. CAn't find my camera phone charger so... :( ANyways just typing out a load of randomness.

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OKAY SO I DELETED

Okay so I deleted my last entry's coz I am on recovery from Bulimia and want to get better.ALtho I was loosing alot of weight I wasn't happy with my throat being so sore @ night and dizzy ness.. My main focus is all about getting better and having some fun along the way.I am psychopath but I don't mind sharing my thoughts with staff (I live in as a IP) So far so good.I love swimming aswell oh ya did I forget to mention that its pancake tuesday tomorrow and Ill be having loads of pancakes with honey and some fruit on top mmmmmmm.... yum.not yuk,yum. AT the moment Im reading "The Diamond of Dury Lane" and its really a good read when I feel bored or want to have some space within the house I just go to my room and spend around 30-60mins reading than go out for a cigarette and play on my nintendo switch.(That I got from Santa last year)Right now Im waiting for the dinner to be cooked and we are having-my favourite..Shepard's pie with Koka noodles(later for supper).Yesterday I bought Civilisation VI game for nintendo switch and its soo crap. I bought it in Argos and it costs under 50EUROS and is rly crap.Im waiting to buy the hospital game which isnt even out yet.Im doing this "Points system" where I do chores for "Points" I can use these by picking out a selection of offers like going to the cinema 50points ,coffee 5points,and other fun activities to help me not to become lazy or harm myself.Staff usually allow me to have "goodies" any day of the week and I can buy sweets and taytos and a drink with also buying my daily cigarette buy.I'm watching tommy Tiernan its really funny and hes from galway =) HAPPY ASH WEDNESDAY . Feeling really bored at the moment I really want to buy the sims for my laptop-only probable is my laptop is half broken! Ya i know..crap.I googled The sims for nintendo switch and one of the forums for sims said that they wanted EA to make a sims 4 on nintendo switch.Alot of it were people saying that the memory space wouldnt hold for a switch,and wouldnt have the known things like baby grows up to be a teeanger and into adult.I have Nintendo Dogs and its really annoying it says in one of the tasks is pet the dog 40times and you get a reward. Here are a few things I like: Isketch its an online piconary game guess/draw what the other person is drawing and get points-at each game the person with the most points wins Urbandead Another online game where you defeat the zombies,join a clan and get XP and spend it on performance during the game,you can only move 30times per 30mins.its free. Neopets Own a pet,feed it battle it in the neodome,meet other newbies,earn NP playing games PC An online forum for people with mental illness

My 1st video.. Going away on holidays on the 23rd.CAn't wait oh ya I really need to buy myself a android phone.I wov eating dark chocolate biscuits /w Tea @8pm each night. Feeling in a lazy mood..thats good tho I need days like that. SOmetimes when I need a boost I watch Hello kitty