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Okay So I am going to download Dogz 5 for my laptop . Looking forward to playing it I know its an very old game.

WHAT TO DOOO??♥

Okay so I bought another Laptop(just for gaming) for The Sims 4 and Guild Wars 1. I just joined Guild Wars Legacy and I skipped throughout the forum and I think its more of a boy-ish forum,like I seriously seen everything was internet language PVP,Runs ect... to be thats random bla bla bla. Feeling in a good mood at the moment after I got the Injection Iv been feeling tired,Like my butt is all numb from it. I think its called Rispdol . I went to the shop today and Im going to bake some rocky road for everyone in the house yummmmmmmmy!!! I havent vomited in a month I think. Got some MCdonals yesterday and it was really nice to have that after my injection. IV been reading a book and its keeping me happy till I get GW 1 downloaded from Steam.I have to ask my key worker if I can buy it its only 20EUROS . When I go shopping again I wanna buy some track suit bottoms (puma if I can find my size) and get my own t-shirt made which is 20EUROS for a print on-t. AFther the dod v-19 is over I wanna go back to fair green and do a few courses to keep me busy and go off to the cinema as a treat. Oh ya I forgot to mention that Id like my nails to be done soon(if the staff will make me an appointment) Right now all I can think of is my health and not all about being skinny. I get triggered alot but I have to be strong enough to not vomit thats really the first step to becoming healthy.

Just another day ~♥☺

Okay so I went to the playground today and had a great time with Staff (Mary) and went to Aldi to buy a few yummy yumms yums (food I like) Feeling in a good mood just watched The Little Mermaid to cheer myself up. Im not sure if we are having a chipper tomorrow night. Staff (John) is making me dinner but he's putting in cream in the mash potatoes so I might go for my pasta &mushroom for my dinner instead of chicken and mash/w vegetables.Im being kind to my body at the moment and not doing a lot of exercise Happy Thursday to everyone who is reading my blog!! Visit my page on TSR VISIT CREATE YOUR OWN ON SIMS 4 CREATE CC FOR THE SIMS 4 Or go to my Portfolio

HAPPYYYY

Okay so My breakfast is = 1apple(57cal) & 1 coffee(2cal)and Iv been very good keeping my food down and not vomiting it up. I like apples(57cal)(the green ones) and coffee other than that is a salad (I don't count calories for a salad)for dinner and a hot chocolate (40cal) before bed. I like listening to music and when the virus cod-19 is gone I want to treat myself to a massage and a facial with my nails done aswell. Having a good day so far, Just need to get use to the salad for dinner and lunch time choices.Iv stopped eating koka noodles my safe foods are: Coffee APples Salad Hot chocolate Asain street food - Pai thai noodles/spring vegetables

Bulimia help

Okay so I was on myproana and on the bulimic section and there are pictures of very fatty food to purge. Im an IP and a "normal" dinner would make me want to purge it up. I feel that Im limiting nearly every thing and is leading me to starvation (coffee,soup,malteasers,sandwichs ) I need help fast before I collapse and die from it. Every time I vomit I stop eating which means I vomited up my dinner so I have no dinner left in my stomach. Not sure what to do But when I loose a bit more weight im going to admit myself to hospital for some help

Halloween?

Okay so im gradually cutting down on foods of the food pyramid .. Breakfast will probably be the same till I get to 90lbs.Which is American Pancakes with/Blueberries Lunch & dinner will now change to a salad and low carbohydrates foods.Snacks will stay the same, (coffee black.) I was looking on a few ana websites and they said that cutting down is much better than stopping altogether. The BBQ I had today for dinner acutally made me not want the roast lamb chops Salad is a safe food with olives And maybe Ill allow myself to a microwavable potato I think Im down to a size 12-16 now going online shopping and getting nice clothes for the summer. I can not wait till Halloween because I can fit into a costume which will be some kind of animal with wings or a masquerade ball dress. https://www.myproana.com/index.php/blog/81451-coffeegirl17s-blog/

218lbs

7/5/2020---- Okay so I went to see the nurse today to get an injection for my illness. I had granola yogurt,koka noodles,2american pancakes w/jam+blueberries 1coke-a-cola so far today, Im going to have my usual dinner, which is olive s>/feta cheese/colesole/1baked potatoe+ baby leaf Iv only lost 2lbs but Im not going to binge. I think tomorrow is Take-a-way so if we are having take-a-way Ill be vomiting it up. Looking forward to Halloween .Ill probably be a size 6-8 by then.I want to dress up as a fairy with wings and long leg warmers. Feeling tired at the moment which is good coz its stopping me from eating something. 11/5/2020- Well today Im going to have a nice time out for a drive and probably get some lunch out so I'm looking forward to that I have to wait till 1pm till staff come in.I signed a sheet about the care of me sheet and I went online shopping for clothes size 16-18 Iv lost a lot of weight and hopefully they will fit me :)